&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that? apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.

jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.

&Verona



&Friends
(in no particular order)

ryan; yiling; elsia; cherie; tharsh; evelynwong; see ler1; see ler2; jumalia; kimberly; denise; dalila; weiping; nurul; shaun; kelvin; jessica; candice; grace; shyaza; chekseen; amirah; jaan; jedidah; nadzirah; juliana; aqilah; charlton; qixuan; aqila; xinyi; sili; samantha; melissa; jolene; nadia; nurul; suetfar; armeeza; joanna; melissa; sakinah; peishi; gurvin; wuyi; yingying; jennifer; dionne; peiwen; zakkiyah; azrina; estee; fiona; germaine; jiaqi; shirlynn; jacqueline; joshua; qianyun;

grouphug; ryan; postsecret; kennysia; xiaxue; levan; translation; dictionary; edison; youtube;

untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin


&Gracias
foto decadent ; moargh ; bias-ED.

&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories, skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you



Saturday, April 16 // 10:53 pm


ugh.
life's getting boring.
shalini is kinda angry with jaan.
hmm.
i will get angry too.
if my best friend starts ignoring me and calls me boy crazy yet she hands out with ANOTHER girl who's even more boy crazy.
well.
if that happens to me.
i've nothing to say.
life is funny.
it likes to play pranks on you.
oops. i mean LOVE.
hmm. my phone is battery-less.
bleah.
haha. shalini is such a nice person.
SHE'S SO FREAKING NICE!
she offered to teach me how to apply makeup...
er.. thanks shalini.
but no thank you.
then she says i will look totally fab if i apply make up.
bleah. she says she can tell cos i look pretty without makeup.
er. sorry. did you just call me pretty?!
omg. she's trying to comfort me. i just knew it.
maybe she pities me...
bleah. i always think people shun me.
maybe cos it's true?
i'm not popular.
how can i be?
when i'm always saying the wrong thing at the wrong time?
or when you're feeling down and in no mood to act happy in front of those "popular" people?
ugh. i'm not perky ok.
i don't go all "hi!! ooooooooh. blah blah blah. oh my god! like that is sooooo cute!!! .....blah.....what?! did he like. say that?! oh my god!!"
you know.
those bimbos?
hmm. i can't help thinking some of the cedarians are LIKE THAT.
no wonder. my bestest truest friend is not in cedar with me.
thats why sometimes i feel horrible.
like i just don't fit in.
well. it's not that i WANT to be popular.
but amongst all the cedarians.
i feel like i'm worthless and shouldn't have went there in the first place.
anyway. it's better to NOT fit in.
imagine.
40 x 8 = 320
320 x 2 = 640
(640 + 40) x 2 = 1360
approximately 1360 cedarians identical to me!
then.
we're all clones.
the whole world will be dead cos.
i'm a slacker. and WE are the future of singapore.
and. nonono. i dislike band.
HOW CAN THEY EVEN LIKE BAND?
band sucks sucks sucks.
ugh. -.-" ok.
i feel horrible that i actually SAID that.
but i speak my mind. quite often.
sometimes when i bite my tongue, it's kinda painful.
you feel like saying something, but you know you can't.
you're dying to just let it out, but when you open your mouth, it stays sealed inside.
like when you have good news. but you don't wanna tell.
they tell me i bottle up things.
hmm.
well. maybe.
but you can't expect me to just tell everyone what i'm feeling, can i?
bleah. i think i blog too much.
and most of them are crap!
how sad.
wanna read a blog that was featured in the newspaper?
www.spaceybumper.blogspot.com


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