&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Friday, April 8 // 8:10 pm
blue lost.
UGH.
always yellow.
YELLOW SUCKS.
i'm so freaking pissed, cos most of the gang are yellow.
i'm the only ex-bluer.
damn it.
they were all laughing at me cos blue came in last.
they've been losing since we went away.
damn.
when blue won and yellow came in last, i was KIND ENOUGH TO NOT LAUGH.
now.
look at 'em.
ugh.
next year.
we'll win.
go blue.
or honesty.
anyway.
i shouted and screamed until my voice was hoarse.
the stupid honesty-ers [thats what they are called now. honesty. lame] refused to open their mouths.
i'm so ashamed.
i was shouting so damn loudly.
then THIS BASTARD had the decency to actually say i'm like a tigeress.
i sweated. =/
ew.
i stink.
and the yellowers.
well.
god damn it.
they didn't even have to do anything.
i am so freaking ashamed.
had a hard time to coax them to cheer.
PATHETIC.
anyway.
fucking ayu wasn't there.
neither was sucking shabil.
wheee.
but nadia was there.
=\ decided to ignore her.
she thinks she's cute.
pui.
anyways.
aloy broke my hairband.
fucking asshole.
sometimes.
i think i'm too forgiving.
i didn't demand he pay up.
they probably think i'm a pushover.
well. I'M NOT!
today, there was assembly.
the percussion band who came to perform said the audience -aka US- was very attentive.
then ms chia started to scold us the moment the curtains were drawn. "the band was just being nice. you were not at all attentive! then she spoke.
LOL.
she's.
WEIRD.
how can someone mix up 'brats' and 'breast'?
OMG.
she said, "you are all gracious ladies, you must sit properly, talk properly, BEHAVE properly, and so, next time, when you become mothers, you can teach your children all the good things and they won't become breast."
i laughed and laughed and laughed until someone told me to shut up.
ok. i continued laughing.
BREAST?
everyone was laughing.
especially xinyi and i.
LOL.
breast. compare that with brats.
"why are you all laughing?! this is a serious matter!" she shouted, fed up.
omg. i was laughing like hell.
i think someone told her "! it's not breast!"
then she quickly corrected herself. "BRATS! this is serious!" then she goes on to talk.
then pp came.
she's really angry.
=/
talking about ex-cedarians.
and about us not doing things right.
and about excelling academically.
but not having good personalities.
hmm.
well.
it's not that big, is it?!
as if she really pays attention to them!
how can you when the hall is squeezed with so many people?
and it's going home time.
FRIDAY!!
hmm.
today i went home with susu [yellower], joanna [yellower], jasmine [yellower] and lala [YELLOWER].
damn it.
they so freaking pleased with themselves.
okok.
i shan't go on to talk bad about them.
but i was really pissed.
=\ we talked about ccas.
i told them how i loathed mine.
damn disgusting, mine is.
i'm gonna skip next week's.
if i can, that is.
but probably NO.
cos the cca teacher totally adores torturing me.
fuck that motherfucker.
ugh. i'm so tired.
shall blog later, when i'm free.
btw.
here's the results.
(:
first to last, k?
yellow. [diligence. WHATEVER.]
red [noble. pui.]
green [perseverance. dotz. so long.]
blue [honesty =\]
honesty?
hmm. well.