&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Friday, March 4 // 10:16 pm
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And barely concious you'll say to no-one
Isn't something missing?
You won't cry for my absence, I know.
You forgot me long ago...
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you loved me,
I'm all alone...Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you loved me,
I'm all alone...Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you loved me,
I'm all alone...Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
missing.
i'm so sick of junren's whining.
and i'm sick of myself.
i hate me. i hate me.
i HATE ME.
UGH.
i don't want to talk to junren anymore.
he wants SYMPATHY from me.
and sorry.
i don't have no sympathy for him.
i'm sick of me.
ok then.
i shan't blog about myself.
i shall go dig a hole and bury myself.
bye.
nightz.
ps. hey, i think you might wanna see this. click
here hahs. it's damn lame. SEE IT, OK? hahas.
ok. it's not working. the link is not working. haiz.
ok then.
see this
www.jolyn.youarelame.com. hah.