&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Saturday, March 5 // 2:13 pm
it has been a month since raclyn was born!!
hee.
we're gonna go to my cousin's house later.
and yah.
i'm changing my password - today.
SOON.
got heaps and heaps of food to eat.
and i'm gonna gain back the two kg i lost.
someone remind me not to eat too much.
and if anyone says that evelyn is fat, i'm gonna yell at that person.
they don't get it. to them, it's either the perfect body or nothing.
hah. what IS the perfect body, anyway?
they are all too obsessed with being ultra skinny.
it's like they're having a competition.
see who's skinnier.
the skinnier person is prettier.
jeez. i admit la.. i'm NOT skinny. i'm anything but skinny.
i enjoy eating. i hate excercising. i hate sweating.
and therefore, i am not skinny.
hee. and to think, last time, it was hip to be fat.
hah. that was the pre-twiggy era, i think.
stupid twiggy. i fucking hate her.
then that bloody twiggy appeared on the catwalk.
then EVERYBODY wanted to be thin.
instead of being fit, they wanna be THIN.
they replace the word fit with thin.
like. "you should be fit" becomes "you should be thin"
thin = fit? = healthy?
not neccesarily.
i think my mum is anorexic.
she got influenced by my dumb relatives.
they keep telling her she's fat, when she's NOT.
they brainwashed her. and now, my mum barely eats anything.
stupid relatives.
they all believe in crash dieting.
they have no idea what it does to their bodies.
the fat cells get soooo food deprived.
and when the person decides they are thin enough, and starts eating normally again [hah. i doubt it can happen. they don't ever think they're thin enough. they wanna look like those kids in africa, where they are so thin, you can see their ribs so clearly.] ok. where was i? oh ya... when the person starts eating NORMALLY again, the fat cells absorb everything. and BOOM! you discover you're gaining weight so rapidly. and so. if you diet, and deprive yourself of the neccessary nutritions, you have to diet FOREVER [don't worry. you'll die soon enough, since you
don't eat at all. you end up starving yourself] to keep yourself sooooo skinny.
uh. yah.
omg. i'm crapping. so frigging lame. hahs.
okok. i shall put an end to your misery and get off the com.
post again later. hee.
i shall go to the library now and lug home 20 books.