&Alexithymia

jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
Sunday, February 27 // 8:47 pm
i realize my blog is getting damn boring.
nothing juicy happening. -.-"
no calls from teng rong.
NOTHING to blog about.
ok. not nothing. i'm just afraid i'll say the wrong thing and hurt others again. i'm awfully straight forward. i think i told you that, ya? so i have nothing to blog about. if i say something wrong, i'll feel guilty. if only i don't have a conscience. then i'll act like an asshole. i just realized where i got my attitude problem from. :D MY DAD. like father, like daughter. a chip off the old block. my dad has lots of enemies. :D ok la. not enemies. just lots of people dislike him cos he's a really strict guy. and ya. i got my impatience from him. but my dad has some good points [sadly, i got all the bad ones] like he's very generous [too generous, as my mum would say] and he likes animals.
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i just finished talking to tharsh!! ahhhhhhhhh. my bff. yay. we meeting on wednesday. the whole gang reunites. (x i'm so touched. haha. suddenly i'm having blogger's block. aiyo. -.-" it's like i got LOTS to blog about, then i take a break, like drinking water, talking on the phone, etc., then i forget what i wanted to say. i was actually planning what to blog about in the car. =D now i forgot what i wanted to say. jeez. my brain is like a sieve. i remember all the useless things and forget all the important things. ugh. that's how useless i am. ok. 5 more minutes to rant about how miserable my life is. no la. xP my life so not miserable. it rocks!! i just found out nadia's bloggie's password!!!! YAY. it's the name of her so-called boyfriend. FARID! jesus. she's a freak. since she's not gonna read this, i have no regrets. susu begged me to reveal my secret blog. :D no way susu!! lol. okokayys. 8.42pm. i really have to go. aww. shit.
i'm dreading tomorrow. i dun wanna go back to school!! out of 4 compos, i finished 3. all in ONE day. i don't think my teacher will be very happy about it... hmm. (: tharsh gonna call any minute now. we'll talk about how we freaking hate ayu. yay. girly chat time...