&Alexithymia
jolyn dislikes long profiles, they reveal too much, and where's the enigma in that?
apart from that, jolyn is also an ugly monster, and if you have something against ugly people, then well, too bad.
jolyn adores music, androgynous boys, shark(boy)s, pink spiders, robots, black and red, the word 'awesome', musicians, and referring to herself as the third person, a trait she picked up from uncle goh.
&Verona
&Friends
(in no particular order)
ryan;
yiling;
elsia;
cherie;
tharsh;
evelynwong;
see ler1;
see ler2;
jumalia;
kimberly;
denise;
dalila;
weiping;
nurul;
shaun;
kelvin;
jessica;
candice;
grace;
shyaza;
chekseen;
amirah;
jaan;
jedidah;
nadzirah;
juliana;
aqilah;
charlton;
qixuan;
aqila;
xinyi;
sili;
samantha;
melissa;
jolene;
nadia;
nurul;
suetfar;
armeeza;
joanna;
melissa;
sakinah;
peishi;
gurvin;
wuyi;
yingying;
jennifer;
dionne;
peiwen;
zakkiyah;
azrina;
estee;
fiona;
germaine;
jiaqi;
shirlynn;
jacqueline;
joshua;
qianyun;
grouphug;
ryan;
postsecret;
kennysia;
xiaxue;
levan;
translation;
dictionary;
edison;
youtube;
untold prophesy
lingyu
deborah
khairiah
cheryl
alvin
&Gracias
foto decadent ;
moargh ;
bias-ED.
&Wants
iPod [video], sharkb0izx 101, scene hair, a lot of clothes, tongue, navel and lip piercings, shopping spree, a million billion trillion gazillion dollars, effective weight loss, accessories,
skinnies, BILL!, a lot of moshing, 69 hours in a day, more gigs! ask me and i'll tell you
2nd post!!
Sunday, February 6 // 9:02 am
my asthma is acting up
again.
dots.
today morning i woke up and i felt like i was
suffocating.
i know...but really. it was like drowning under water.
i used the inhaler THRICE in less than four hours.
and they said
maximum twice in four hours.
but the inhaler not really helping la..
i'm still wheezing.
my mum told me to go to sleep.
-.-" sleep?
how to sleep?
i'm worried i'll suffocate in my sleep.
haha. i'm so stupid
but it's terrifying.
i was pretty okay actually. then suddenly i start wheezing
who knows what's gonna happen next?
aiyo.
i can't stand it..
asthma sucks!!
especially if it's around the CNY period that time.
can't eat this, can't eat that.
eat orange also make me cough until like shit.
haha. and i don't get to miss school for it..
worst thing is...
i can't sing!!!!! aww. i know.
i have to breathe and sing at the same time.
aiyo. i can't sing cos if i can't possibly stop breathing, right?
i have to concentrate on breathing...
inhale
exhale
inhale
exhale
my chest hurts.
HELP ME!!
i drank lots and lots and lots of water ok..
well.
not LOTS exactly.
but i drank water...
okayy. post again later.
cya..
(:
